wind

"We Are Nowhere, And It's Now"


If you hate the taste of wine
Why do you drink it until you’re blind?
And if you swear that there’s no truth and who cares
How come you say it like you’re right?
Why are you scared to dream of god
When it’s salvation that you want?
You see stars that clear have been dead for years
But the idea just lives on

In our wheels that roll around
As we move over the ground
And all day it seems we’ve been in between the past and future town

We are nowhere, and it’s now
We are nowhere, and it’s now
You took a ten-minute dream in the passengers seat
While the world it was flying by
I haven’t been gone very long
But it feels like a lifetime

I’ve been sleeping so strange at night
Side effects they don’t advertise
I’ve been sleeping so strange
With a head full of pesticide

I got no plans and too much time
I feel to restless to unwind
I’m always lost in thought
As I walk a block to my favourite neon sign
Where the waitress looks concerned
But she never says a word
Just turns the jukebox on
And we hum along
And I smile back at her

And my friend comes after work
When the features start to blur
She says these bars are filled with things that kill
And you probably should have learned

Did you forget that yellow bird?
How could you forget that yellow bird?

She took a small silver wreathe and pinned it onto me
She said this one will bring you love
I don’t know if it’s true but I keep it for good luck


Ännu en jobbig dag. tomt tomt tomt. Dessutom har jag och Hanne pratat om livet och saknaden till tryggheten man hade när man bodde hemma. Alla ens vänner och hela ens familj fanns omkring en hela tiden. Hanne ska flytta hem till göteborg igen och komma tillbaka till allt det. Men vad har jag att komma tillbaka till? varken vänner eller stora delar av familjen finns kvar. Jag känner mig så vilsen och vill tillbaka 10 år i tiden... NU! :´(